Johns Molodbanoo (24), Lausanne, escort girl

Padriac

Thank you all for replying. I understand what you are all saying, I know I need to go out and make new friends, or join a clud, and I've tried. The problem is, I live in a small city with very limited activities which makes it even worse, and between work and school i have limited time which I spend a lot of doing homework. Weekends are usually when Im available. Ive have also heard and read from other places that if I feel this way about a boyfriend, make him feel the same by keeing myself busy and making him miss me. Turn the tables so to speak, not really as revenge, but a little eye opener, which I have tried. The only problem is that he dosent necessarily "miss me", dont get me wrong he loves me and he likes to see me and be around me, but if I make myself busy, instead of him sitting around with nothing to do, and being bored like I always am, he always finds SOMETHING to do to keep himself just as busy. Whether it be going to his uncles house, or going to the gym, or hanging out with his brother, the list goes on and on, he is very close with his family so that is an option for him. My problem is I dont really have any family members my age to hang around with, and a lot of my family lives out of town, so that option is pretty much out for me. My boyfriend is pretty laid back so he really doesnt ever get jealous or bored or anything, he just goes with the flow, and if I were to keep myself more occupied and more unavailable to him I dont think it would affect him at all, and he surely wouldnt "learn a lesson" from it. Believe me, Ive tried! Also, if he were to actually get jealous and start missing me, I doubt he would ever say anything to me about it since he made such a big deal about it when he was doing it to me. He wouldnt want to admit that he realizes how I felt and why i caused all of those arguments.